Coin operated boy
Sitting on the shelf he is just a toy
But i turn him on and he comes to life
That is why i want a coin operated boy
I’ve always felt like a coin operated boy, waiting to be someone else’s toy. Â I have friends who believe in having a rich inner life where they ponder things which will never come to be. Â For me, I’d rather be in your thrall, as you steal away my thoughts of all but what you will of me. Â I long for you to lead me down the path to bliss, my eyes shrouded, forced to follow your will and whim, forced to trust you, until all I can wish for is that trust, and for you to take my trembling hand as we join to move forward together.
Breath catches in the throat…
And I explore what it means to be… this.
I write this with the goal to make men like myself better understood. Â I feel passionately about access to knowledge and education about one’s inner self, and wished only or more when I was coming up as a young submissive. Â I mostly write for that young man, the frightened, curious young submissive with a head full of dreams and hormones full of urges I couldn’t begin to understand. Â Truth be told, if this is done right it will help others understand their submissive boys as well. Â Secondary goal is secondary, yet still important, still something I will be thinking about.
Won’t you join me? Â I think the journey will be worthwhile.
Coin Operated Boy